"History repeats itself" but u have the abilty to make it repeat anot. short term; i have a choice. So i shld be having tht kind of feeling. or i shld focus on my goals and dreams and not some nonsense stuff. I have to do checkpoints. not dreaming. be realistic and not playing virtual games in my mind. Say to myself repeatedly. its nothing. NOTHING. Just crap so i have to be in real world not lala land.
Real Life,
i have been v busy this days, if i am not busy teachers will make me busy so i'll keep myself busy. But i need a little time. v little for my private/personal life. i don think they have a prob with it cos i think they shlf one too. Oh, i am still not recovered form my sickness. last friday, i was too sick to come to sch. cant breathe my way thr. wat a scene. so now i will blog awhile for me to relief stress. social and physically. if i could write this long it SS/Geo. i guess i will pass the exams maybe it will happened if i work hard. Sch been fine but sometimes i feel i am in a prison. i dunno la. my feeling are mixing like fruit punch or vomit. watever. always coming home late. i feel tht i am used to it. no worries. for me. Its a good sign. :) i wan to get Distinction for common test. they say u have to aim high so i shld heed their advice. for me to do well. and get out from "wall to wall study". Hope so.
Till then
God love u and me.
XOXO;
shaz.
We're just friends!
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