What is reflection to you?

This qns is always lingering in my mind.

"Let me hold you for the last time it's the last chance to feel again but you broke me now i can't feel anything when I love you,it's so untrue i can't even convince myself when I'm speaking,It's the voice of someone else oh it tears me up i try to hold on, but it hurts too much i try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay you can't play on broken strings you can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel i can't tell you something that ain't real oh the truth hurts and lies worse how can I give anymore when I love you a little less than before oh what are we doing we are turning into dust playing house in the ruins of us running back through the fire when there's nothing left to save it's like chasing the very last train when it's too late."

I am feeling moody this days. i am not the usual banana, i dunno y. but i just wan update everyone, march hols has began and i am closer to mid year and the major exams. and this anxiety is kiilling me. oh shit. nvm, there is saying, "stress now later can enjoy". lol. its direct translate so maybe u nv heard it b4. but watever, as long i understand, can alr. nways, liu, i am happy for you. and ur friend is super funny la, nice knowing him. LOL. okay la, a short post today, tmr, i also have class. Practical for chem, :D
ok, gd nite ppl.

TC.

XOXO;
shaz

p.s:the italic part is from the lyrics of broken strings by James Morrison and Nelly furtado. i just wanna share cos the lyrics is v meaningful